**HE** was COMING ON TO ME????
Ok, ask anyone who knows me, and they will tell you that I have SERIOUS body image issues. I tend towards thinking that I am a fat cow. Seriously. I consider myself incredibly lucky that the men I have had in my life found me attractive enough to want to be around. Either that, or they were THAT deperate to get laid. I tend to think it's more they were desperate. Or didn't know any better (I was the first woman to show much interest in my ex-husband).
But, yeah, I honestly think I'm a fat cow. I'm told that I'm not, that I'm actually VERY pretty (there are about three of you who read me who are familiar with this *thing* with me, as I've written about it in other blogs), but I don't believe it for any length of time. I sometimes think I'm ok looking, occasionally think I look pretty, once in a great blue moon, I think I look fantastic, but I usually end up seeing a picture of myself at that time and realize, I look really shitty. Anyway... on to the pictures...
So, I have a hard time believing that **HE** was not just HITTING on me, but COMING ON TO ME, and (to put it in the words of a guy friend I was talking to) wanted to take me home and fuck my brains out. LOL
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I will note that in the last two pictures, your skin looks almost ashen. I'm not sure if that's intentional or just how the pictures came out, though.
In my experience, pictures are never a good indicator of how we actually look. There are just things about the picture taking process that can make the picture itself unflattering.
THe bottom two were both taken on the webcam late at night. The one of my daughter and I was taken around midnight-1am (she'd woken up, and I was playing with the cam).
The hat, my mom crocheted it while she was having chemo. :) it's a favorite of mine (was actually the background on my phone for a while). Took it with my phone just before we walked into the Goodwill store that I found the dress I wore for Halloween. :) It was a good day LOL
i'm with jarred. my fave is the pic of you in the hat.
you are a very physically attractive woman. it's no suprise men are interested. it's the body image issue that's getting you. that's what you'll need to tackle.