My trip to the hospital on Friday

I’m sitting here in the waiting room for my clinic, waiting for the doctor to call me.  I’m bored beyond belief.  LOL  I’m tired, because I stayed up until 1am waiting for Ashe to get home, hoping he’d text or call.  He didn’t, but I texted him.  

Bubba was crying and upset when I called to tell them all good night last night.  He wanted me home NOW.  :heart breaks: It hurt to hear that.  Mom said she’d deal with it, tho.  Apparently she did, because when I talked to him this morning, he seemed to be doing much better.  But, Daddy was home at that point.  :D  They were getting the big kids ready to go to the bus.  So, all is well in Bubba land.  LOL  

Ok… appt is over.  Apparently, they can’t do anything for me until I’m no longer on the injections for the endo.  So, I have to wait three months, and they’re setting up an appt for me to have a blood test done, I have to have this stuff injected, to spin up my adrenal glands, and then after an hour, they draw blood to see if I’m producing too much male hormone(s).  Yay for me, huh?  LOL  But, even that can’t really be done all that accurately until I’ve been off the injections for a while.  So, I guess the fact I’d told Aurora that I wasn’t having the injections any more the beginning of this month is a good thing, huh?  J

The doc said she doesn’t think it’s PCOS, so that’s a good start.  What she DOES suspect, and this scares me silly (but not enough to stop eating sugar!) is that I have, basically a pre-type II diabetes thing, and that I’m showing an insulin resistance, which is part of my weight problem and lack of energy.  I just wanna find out what’s wrong with me so I can get treatment and STOP BEING SO DAMN TIRED ALL THE TIME!!!

I’m on the ferry right now, and I’m too cheap to pay for my internet access, otherwise I’d just be posting this in my LJ or on Vox or whatnot (ok, all of the above!)

The weather is beautiful today.  The water looks so pretty and I’m enjoying watching the whitecaps that we’re making as we sail along.  Unfortunately, I’m facing backwards, so I can’t watch it for too long, or I start getting dizzy and nauseas.  The sky is blue, a few white fluffy clouds, BEAUTIFUL view of the mountains with their snow.  Life is good.

I told Bubba that he needed to get dressed and get his shoes on, because I was on my way home.  When I get home, Ashe and I are going to take the Bubba and go pay on bills.  Bleh  I hate the errands to pay bills.  BORRRRRRRRIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGG!  LOL

IDK what else to write here for now, so I guess I’m gonna finish this up, save it and post it when I get home.