ugh...
I can feel the depression starting to sink in, and I hate it. I don't know what triggered it this time, but I wish I did. Maybe if I could figure out what keeps TRIGGERING the depression, I can make it stop? I'm afraid that's just a pipedream, tho.
I'm tired today. Really TIRED. I don't know why I've been so tired recently, but it's a constant "I'm so tired I can barely function" tired. It goes away, or I can ignore it enough, for short bursts of time so I can feel like a normal human being for a little while occasionally. No where near often or long enough, though.
Maybe someday I'll be human again.
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